Monday, June 18, 2007

2007, Best Year Yet??

I finally found time to update my blog. Or rather, I finally found the courage to blog...

2007...
These 6 months haven't been easy
I struggled in my walk with God
Struggled in studies, ministry..
Physically, emotionally worn out. DEPRESSION.
A friend told me this recently: "When we are tired, we tend to make mistakes.."

Yea, I agree. Made BIG mistakes. So, here I am, still trying to get over it.

I realised many things:
1) I'm not as strong as many thought I am.
2) There's emptiness in my soul.
3) I can never understand others unless I go through the same experiences before.
4) I learnt to be merciful to others because I understand.
5) I can be bitter in my heart.
6) I can struggle to get to sleep.
7) When my spirit is down, it's hard to be optimistic.
8) I can actually be very pessimistic at times.
9) I have some faithful friends but no one can be there for me 24/7.
10) Only God is available 24/7.

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